Decided to start writing down things again..thoughts feelings. So much anger and hate built up inside of me right now i'm afraid to cause a confrontation, might do some things that would be regretted. Problem is I can't find a pen or paper O_o...I found a new love...Valium mixed with Ultrams. OMG it messed me up so bad. Back to florida in T-Minus 3 days can't wait to see a couple friends. Hopefully I won't have to see a certain few people that I don't wish to....they know who they are. Losing friends as time passes. Gonna join a military branch and see where life goes from there. If I got killed it wouldn't bother me that much. Hell, heaven. Don't think either exists really. Tu madre ponoche epesta esta piscallo senor. ô¿ô.

I love you that know I do. Hate those who know I do. Peace to you all though.